03/09/2025

Dear Diary,

From the past 3–4 days I haven’t been feeling good. I’ll tell you why—there are some things I decide to do, but I am not actually doing them. I don't wake up early, I skip my chanting. I try to focus on the work I have to do, but I just can’t. And honestly, it has been frustrating me.

But today, I realized the real problem. I AM TAKING MYSELF TOO SERIOUSLY. And I shouldn’t. Because everyone is going through something in their lives, right?

While I was on my way to the office today, during my ride, I got some answers to my own problems. I thought—what if I just try to forgive myself? What if I start talking positively about myself? What if I focus on the things I am grateful for in my life?

So from today onwards, Dear Diary, I have decided to do exactly that. I will practice self-forgiveness, positivity, and gratitude. And I promise I’ll keep updating you about it.

Here are the things I will start doing from today:

1. Meditation

2. Running

3. Waking up early

4. Sleeping on time

5. Chanting Hare Krishna

6. Eating good food

Let’s try this. And I’ll try to be as consistent as I can.

Dear Diary, I love you, and I am very proud of you.

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ending abhi baaki hai!!!

Hey Readers,

The past couple of days haven’t been great, and it feels like the worst might still be ahead. But as I navigate through life, I’ve come to realize that everything works out the way it’s meant to. Sometimes, people won’t agree with your decisions. Some will appreciate you, while others might criticize you. But that’s life.

As a 24-year-old girl, I truly believe that things will eventually fall into place. And you know what the most important factor is? A smile.

In any situation, no matter how challenging, you must keep smiling. As Shahrukh Khan wisely said, “Anth me sab thik ho hi jata hai. Aur agar kuch acha nahi ho raha, toh ruko, ending abhi baaki hai.” (In the end, everything turns out fine. And if it hasn’t, it’s because the end hasn’t arrived yet.)

I just want to remind you of this: whatever you’re going through—good or bad—the key is to accept the situation and face it head-on.

I know some of you might think, “It’s not that easy.” And you’re right, it isn’t. But let’s be honest—nothing worthwhile in life ever comes easily.

Thank you for reading, and I hope this resonates with you. Keep smiling and keep going!

Rediscovering Joy!!!

                  I was talking to my colleague about my blog and the poems I used to write but don’t anymore. I showed him some of my poems, and he seemed both shocked and impressed. As he started reading, I watched his face closely, curious to see his reaction. And yes, he loved it. Then he asked me, "Why don’t you write poems now?" Honestly, I didn’t have an answer. I think it’s because I’ve been so busy chasing things I haven’t achieved, that I forgot about the things I used to enjoy doing.

He said something that really stuck with me: "Don’t stop doing what you love. If you stop, what will be the reason behind your happiness?"

When I got home, I started reflecting on how lucky I am to have so many hobbies. I feel very grateful to have things in my life that I genuinely care about. We all have something in our lives to be grateful for. It could be anything—money, friendships, relationships, career, health, or other things that bring us joy. As I thought about this on my way home, I even started crying. It feels wonderful to have something to be grateful for.

                                                                                                        - PEACE

Inside!!

                 I was arguing with my mother today, We both were yelling a each other, after 5 mins I was not feeling good. I was sad coz I yelled at her and what ever the reason is. Then I remember the word 'REACT'.  It was from one of the book which I read 6 months back. It says if you know to how to react on any situation then you can make your peace. It means how I react to certain situation. In my case if I would have nice reaction or little lower reaction then I wouldn't be regretting the things which I did.     

                 You can relate to many situation like if someone started laughing at you at college or someone is making fun of you in you company etc. But the way we react it gives you your personality. You are what you are inside. If you are confused person like me then you have to get things done as I am trying to do. It is difficult but we can do it. 

                I am great believer of MANIFESTATION, Positive talking. If we have to be great we have to loose some negative people around us, there are many but we have to keep distance. My point of writing this today is, to remind me not to react quickly. If you ever observe successful people are very quiet. Lets start doing this. 

                                                                                                        - Peace out     

Relationship

                As we know we have different types of relationships with different people, but today I am in the mood of writing about healthy relationship with your partner. 

                 I asked one of my friend this question - what do you see in you future partner? And she replied He should be loyal, I want him to take care of me etc. I was so confused and angry at her. You know why? Because those things were not option, those are the basic things and mandatary things to have in a partner. IF YOU NEED TO ASK HIM TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, THEN BABY HE IS NOT INTO YOU. 

                 Why do we called the relationship healthy? When you are in a group and your partner wake up to drink water, WITHOUT ASKING YOU HE BRING YOU WATER. Or If he waits for you to come from work and open the amazon parcel just to see your reaction, When you both are sharing food and he doesn't eat first bite coz you love food and he wans to see your reaction. 

                   For boys, When she knows how to handle you when you ae angry, or when you are sad, She tries to learn about bikes, cars. She listen to your day and brings you flowers, foods. etc

                  

                See, In any relationships FIGHTS are mandatory, Fights are not the problem of relationship the main problem is how to solve it. If you understood the fight language of your partner then to balle balle bhai sahab !!! After some point in your life you will get bored or get angry at each others is that mean breakup? No it means You have to talk or you have to do some activity together so that you can solve the things. 

                

                As we know every person is different, in that case every relationship is different then the other. So never compare your relationship with other. 

                                                                                                                    - Peace out. 

  

Didn't eat my vada pav

        

            Today I was going back home from office, and was really hungry I wanted to eat something but as you know from my last blog, I am avoiding junk food and trying to eat healthy. 

        I was passing by many stalls and was craving like hell but your girl didn't ate any thing. As I was walking I though how tough is constancy men, Its like I want to eat my vada paav, ani puri but omg I can't have it. 

        but at the end I survive. When I went home my mother serve me roti sabji with love and said, 'he ghe kha, thakli asshil na tu?' I felt more happy then the craving of vada paav.

                

        This is one example of my cravings, but I watch a reel, and In that reel, Sunil Chettri the footballer said, 'if you want comfortable life then enjoy eat what ever you want, go wherever you want, but if you are saying i want to be someone then you have DO IT, LIFE ME PROBLEM HAI DO IT, PROBLEM HAI DO IT, HAPPY HO DO IT, DO YOUR JOB if you want to achieve anything you have to keep doing it.'

          

        I have tried everything but i was not able maintain my consistency but I am trying. Trying my best.

Its great!!!

                                                          HEY LIFE THAT NANDINI!!

                Hey its me, I'm fine, actually i was searching for somethings else, I saw blog bar on the top of  my bookmarks in laptop. And the funny part was It was there from at least 3-4 years, but I don't know I really don't know why I opened it today. I think from last 2 days I was thinking of writing some content for my Instagram but I couldn't, I don't want to give any reasons but I couldn't. and I think my subconscious mind was telling me to write. 

            

                and here it is, I am writing something. I always wanted to write something it may be one note, or gratitude journal or any blog but I didn't and you know what lets try and write something. I always wanted to start exercise, stop eating junk food, start content and start my life like I wanted. From  last 7-8  months I was not feeling good because of my career, my weight and all the things, I stop meeting people, not feel good about my self and that caused me anxiety. I know may be I'm sharing too much but that's okay, you know why, because I am NOT FEELING that any more. 

                I am Happy even if my day is not going the way it wanted. sometimes I suck, somethings things didn't get the way I    wanted BUT THTS OKAY 

               You know why Because I ACCEPT the fact that life is where you take her. 

Its like a little kid, lets take some example, I'm LIFE, I'm 6years old - NANDINI is my Mother Hie mom, I am taking (LIFE) her to the park and before that LIFE and I are having a talk, 'hey baby life, as we talk before don't misbehave in public, people are scary this days. and stop running.' As nandini and Life is walking towards the park Life saw some chocolate and she got it even after her mother nandini said not to. 

                They are at the park life is running and boom she fell, nandini said,'I told you not to run, Now see what happened you always do this.' life replied, 'Yes mother, you were right I'm nothing I can't even run properly how can I able to swing, I deserved this, why everything happens to me.' 

                When she was crying her friend HARD WORK came and told her, 'life, you wanted to play in the swing? don't cry, You know na EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. Come I'm with you don't worry.' 

                    And guys you know what, life was happy with Hardwork and after she didn't care about sad part. 

                        

We just have to give our 100% and boom we are happy. 

Life is not about winning.